Ok so its been a huge day for me hectic, challenging, chaos, confusion, fun and yes how can I forget to mention erratically long.SO the topic I want to start off with is EGO. The one word that rules most of the men and women today where we have to either show that we are superior or the evil that creeps causing a turbulence in each one of ours life.
so the past six months I really did nothing concrete with respect to society's agenda of moving forward. But yes, I will not deny saying that I know myself way more than ever. Not only that , I know people more than ever.I recently figured out that if I can irritate myself at times then how do i blame others who ever fought with me.There have been times I never knew that I would be this bad.But sometimes felt that there were circumstances or the state of mind that had caught me there. The question creeps my mind Day in & out is Do I need to change? should I bring changes in my trait that has been causing problem to others?Yes I Do.
Our EGOs makes us one of those monsters the witch ,the Hindi serials type.But are we really concerned.We fight, we argue with our most near and dear ones and the biggest grievance is we keep rubbing our hands with that guilt feeling .The good keeps telling "Ya you should go .They have been your buddy you cannot stay a day without & the other side the Evil "EGO"keeps howling"How can u even think of.I mean u are the Master Of the universe,The Queen,The Care Taker or the Evil Care taker.
I keep thinking should I call him ,should I say sorry but than I think the other way round BIG Deal!!Why cant I get a call or may be the creepy feeling "Will the person pick the phone or not". And suppose that if he doesn't I whose "Thee Queen Elizabeth"(that we believe we are) would have lost her dynasty.We don't realize that by realizing our mistakes we would not be massacred.
One unique characteristic about ego is that you know the other person doesn't want to talk to you(because of all the tongue lashes & Middle Finger) and for you he's still that important and you want to reach to the same one whose hurt you no oops** your ego right??
We fail to realize that these are those relations built fort life whom we can not let go and not for our Big E.G.O. We the educated ones fail to realize that what's lacking is transparency...we need not open everything about each other but at least tell each other what we feel
so the past six months I really did nothing concrete with respect to society's agenda of moving forward. But yes, I will not deny saying that I know myself way more than ever. Not only that , I know people more than ever.I recently figured out that if I can irritate myself at times then how do i blame others who ever fought with me.There have been times I never knew that I would be this bad.But sometimes felt that there were circumstances or the state of mind that had caught me there. The question creeps my mind Day in & out is Do I need to change? should I bring changes in my trait that has been causing problem to others?Yes I Do.
Our EGOs makes us one of those monsters the witch ,the Hindi serials type.But are we really concerned.We fight, we argue with our most near and dear ones and the biggest grievance is we keep rubbing our hands with that guilt feeling .The good keeps telling "Ya you should go .They have been your buddy you cannot stay a day without & the other side the Evil "EGO"keeps howling"How can u even think of.I mean u are the Master Of the universe,The Queen,The Care Taker or the Evil Care taker.
I keep thinking should I call him ,should I say sorry but than I think the other way round BIG Deal!!Why cant I get a call or may be the creepy feeling "Will the person pick the phone or not". And suppose that if he doesn't I whose "Thee Queen Elizabeth"(that we believe we are) would have lost her dynasty.We don't realize that by realizing our mistakes we would not be massacred.
One unique characteristic about ego is that you know the other person doesn't want to talk to you(because of all the tongue lashes & Middle Finger) and for you he's still that important and you want to reach to the same one whose hurt you no oops** your ego right??
We fail to realize that these are those relations built fort life whom we can not let go and not for our Big E.G.O. We the educated ones fail to realize that what's lacking is transparency...we need not open everything about each other but at least tell each other what we feel
